I am falling apart (kind of) emotionally and physically and about to academically if nothing changes. My mom's super worried and I just cried and said I feel like a loser, but behaviorally I am okay. I've been moody and short and holding everything inside. I am about to explode. Thank God I have 2 appointments tomorrow. The scale went up and I want to binge/purge tomorrow to get out my frustration. That will make the weight worse,though. I feel so alone and empty and worthless. It's so frustrating that I AM THE ONLY ONE who can release me from this hell of a disorder, but I just can't be the one. I need to lose weight...I NEED CONTROL.
DJJ&3947567@%%%&&&WFUCK.
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I am going to bed.
Life sucks.
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