glimmer of hope

I happened to be on Facebook tonight after crying, reading old depressing notes, and just feeling lifeless and hopeless. I was actually googling "I feel suicidal" to try to talk me down.

I wrote on LUNA's Page a few weeks ago (you know, the maker of awesome nutrition bars) to say thanks for their product, and as someone who is recovering from an ED, there bars are one thing I feel good about eating.

I just noticed I had a Facebook message that I am not sure how I missed from January 12:

• Melissa Paulo

  • Hi Ellen!
    
    My name is Melissa Paulo and I'm with the LUNA team. I was really touched by your story and we'd like to send you a little something in the mail. Please send your preferred mailing address to lunabarpromos@gmail.com
    
    Thanks, Ellen!
    
    Cheers,
    the LUNA team

    
    

    <<<------No my problems aren't solved, but I found the gesture touching. I feel like someone out there who doesn't know me cares. Thank you, God for allowing me to get through another day.