I just want to lose 10 lbs. 10. Why is it not easy? I am just impatient and not in a healthy mind frame, I guess. I just don't see why it can't' happen--I'd still be in the normal weight range(about 3 pounds from underweight). According to my doctor, however, people can still have loads of medical complications at any BMI--and she's seen some severe things in women with a BMI of 19 or 20--which is technically still "healthy".

I think BMI is a big load of crap. This is why I am a hypocrite for putting so much emphasis on getting to a certain BMI. I want to have a BMI of 18.6-19 and call it a day. I need to be careful,though, because I think my MD said I can't get jaw surgery with a BMI lower than 20.

Okay, I am sick of hearing myself ramble as I reread this. I am going to go suffer in the heat and try to jog/walk 2 miles.

Later.